Omg!?! It's been months since i've updated this blog! So some people may be wondering how, where, what i am right now.I'm now in a holiday mood, suppose to complete my tutorial assignments, Oh yeah, left with GP mindmap & forum stuff Still PWing, haiz... i just despise PW! It's an utterly waste of time!! I miss playing bowling! I'll came back to that place to bowl!! (:DAMN! 1 week left to school! Not looking forward!Jaded with school matters...3 more days to Transformers: Revenge of the fallen (:SHIA LABEOUF!!! i'm coming for you!!! *winks

There is a part of me

That feels I am different from everyone else.

Something that I can't quite see,

Something that I can't quite feel,

Something so unreal.

But this 'thing' is always there,

This 'thing' with others, I will never share.

So I push it to the back of my mind,

All the thoughts of boys and clothes

And make-up, it is hiding behind.

Sometimes, when I have almost forgotten,

It comes back with such ferocity,

Angry and unforgiving.

I feel so lost and sad,

Whatever caused this feeling

Must have been so horrible and bad.

A lost memory or something else,

I'll never know,

Whatever it is,

I know for sure,

I can never let this feeling show.

Labels: difference, life

Hey you
So you never really found your way
Stay true
Did you ever make it through today

I know that when I think about a day without it
Everydays the same
You wish that you could find someone
But Im the only one to blame

(chorus)
Cant you see
I beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know youre gonna find your way back to me

No dont
Dont you ever let a piece of me down
Cause time wont
Get back when Im never around

When we live between so many walls
That I can barely breathe
You say that you just want someone
But Im the only one you need

(chorus)
Cant you see
I Beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know youre gonna find your way

If its me
That you dont need
When the lights go out tonight I know
Youre never gonna find your way

Soon when I get you I wont let you go
Oooh if I let you
You can take away all that I thought was wrong
And if you hear me theres not much to say
Theres gotta be a better way

(chorus)
Cant you see
I beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the sky tonight
I know youre going to find your way back to me

Cant you see
I beg and plead
Cause when the lights go out tonight
I know youre never gonna find your way

If its me
That you dont need
That when the lights go out tonight
I know youre never gonna find your way
If you pace around the world?
And when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know youre gonna find your way back to me

There Are Some Of The Pictures Taken During
NDP Celebration 2008

I upload it way too late!!Sry:(

What a year it has been! Indeed, it was a critical year for mehaving to sit for my O levels;but it had finally ended!still waiting for results to be announcedHow has it been for me?nah.. frankly speaking, i'm pretty bored at homei'm trying to make time usefuluai'm actually working part-time as a promoterpromoting for nestle productsrecently me, Sarita & Sharon promote kit-katit was an experience never to be forgottonespecially ALEX TAN>:why?can't tell much here but he's really irksomehe ordered us here and therein then end, no salesbut the other kit-kat manager, mr yeo was differenthe treated us opposite to Alex TanWe only enjoyed working with Mr Yeo haizzPromotion coming up this coming mondayBut this time round, its one promoter per outletwe suppose to promote Uncle Toby's Yougartbut the 7-11 outlet our boss sceduelled us was so far!Orchard, Tan Tock Seng Hospital..You name it!Me & Sarita were unfamilliar with the placesso we decided not to go to work on weekends!hahahahaha...To everyone's reading this blog, MERRY CHRISTMAS&HAPPY BIRTHDAY, COOKIE(:

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I'm Slacking!
Seriously, most of my tests result proves it!
& Wosrt still, i did not bring home my physic spa file.
Just wondering what tomorrow spa will look like
& i'm gonna freak out tomorrow!
lol. Wave is not an issue but the sources of error,
i need to study on the error and the precision!

Ps: I'll not be updating my blog fr quite sometimes.
Big day coming. I need to get over with my slacking results.


:D

Hey peeps :)
Sry for not updating for these few weeks.
I've been busy revising for o levels
but not 100% fully prepared!! imposible!
o level is inevitable & i'm taking the challenge.
SMO lessons are bored & lessons are as bored as usual
except for Geography.
Poor thing, Mr khong was absent for 2 days
& the test on geography on food was detered to the next lessons.
Waste my time on revising! lols.


Just came back from Meet The Parents Sessions
Again, the speech from Mrs Oh was bored
but it was crucial for us to pay attentive to her talks.
I desperately wanna go JC, either temasek, tampines,
meridian or better still, Victoria! hahas!
Met Mdm fara,accompanied by my Dad & Tatan.
She gives good review bout my subject xcept MOTHER TONGUE!
I attained Grade D7 for MT TA! OMG! i failed terribly!
i know i've slack a lo this yr but i'm gonna pull up my socks!
Nothing is imposible!



Bio lap was fun & we were handling with SNAILS!
i took 2 snails home, just wanna scare my mum!
But she's gone to work already.
1 Hour later, one snail died, left with 1 snail.
i feel sry for it as i was responsible for its death!
=( Don't cry over spilled milk

These are the pictures taken at Escape Theme Park

It was a gruelling day yesterday.
Cross-Country really sux!!
Luckily, the rain started to pour
and the whole entire place was wet!
I treat this cross-country as a walkathon;
including Sonica Ayumi & Kirin :)
it was worthless to run, since we failed our 2.4km run.
nahh... Running makes you SICK!
But it was fun walking and we chat all the way..
& Noobie trid to get our attention and came to us..
Digusted,Kirin gave the comman to run & we DASHED!!
hahax.. & she left fairy godmother alone behind!
No sense of friendship!


That same day, Nettera, my cousin, called me up
& ask mw to accompany her to religious class
held as Masjid Darul Gufran.. I agreed
& brought faiz and tatan along with farenh.
It was our first time there and i don't recognise them
& we make friends there x)
We watch a video on the journey of prophet Muhammad..
The scence was like soo real...
especially the fighting scence where islams
versus the jews and hamza was killed in the war.
blood gush out from thr injured looks so real!
It was filmed in Arab, i guess.
After the class, we went to 7-eleven to have supper.
Along the way met Amirah & Juliana x)
hahas..i was wearing head scarf as so paiseh..
lol.. we had enough of eating & went straight home!
Okay.. Enough of the talking..
signing off...



'chuck

Labels: cross-country

I ran with all my might.
But in the end nothing prevails.
But i was happy that i'd improved during the past yr.
Me & kirin ' timing was about 20 mins.
Failed by 2mins.
Alsagoff did not stop the time punctually.
so the time got delayed!!!
That's a big deal!
Hahas.. Have to run again next week.
we did a good job kirin!
Still there's room for improvement.

(Verse 1)
[ Jordin S.]
If i
should die
before
I wake
Its cause
you took
my breath
away
losing you is like living in a world
with no air
Ohhh...
[ Chris B.]
Im here
alone
didnt want
to leave
My heart won't move
its incomplete
wish there
was a way
that i can get you to understand

(Pre-Chorus)
But How
Do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you
its so hard for me to breathe

(Chorus)
Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live can't breathe with no air
thats how i feel whenever you ain't there
Its No Air No Air
Got me out here and the water so deep
Tell me how you gon be without me
if you ain't here i just can't breathe
Its No Air No Air

No air air (ohhhh)
No air air (noooo)
No air air (ohhhh)
No air air

( Verse 2 )
[ Chris B.]
I Walked
I Ran
I Jumped
I Flew
Right off the ground
To float to you
Theres no gravity
To hold me down
Foreal

[Jordin S.]
But Somehow
Im still alive inside
You took my breath
But i survived
I don't know how
But i don't even care

(Pre-Chorus)
So How (How)
[No Air lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Do you expect me (Me)
To live alone with just me (Ohh)
Cause my world revolves around you
its so hard for me to breathe

( Chorus)
Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air (ohhhh)
Can't live can't breathe with no air (ohhh)
thats how i feel whenever you ain't there
Its No Air No Air
Got me out here and the water so deep (So deep)
Tell me how you gon be without me (Without Me Yeahhh)
if you ain't here i just can't breathe
Its No Air No Air

No air air (ohhhh)
No air air (ohhhh)
No air air (ohhhh)
No air air (No More)

uhh uhh uhh
No Air (ohhh)
uhh uhh uhh (Baby)
No Air (ohhh)
uhh uhh uhh
No Air

Its No Air No Air
Heyyy..
Oooooo..
No Aiiiiiir
Oooooo..

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
(Chorus)
Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air (ohhhh)
Can't live can't breathe with no air
thats how i feel whenever you ain't there
Its No Air No Air
Got me out here and the water so deep (So deep)
Tell me how you gon be without me (Without Me Yeahhh)
if you ain't here i just can't breathe
Its No Air No Air

Do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you
its so hard for me to breathe


(Chorus)
Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air (ohhhh)
Can't live can't breathe with no air
thats how i feel whenever you ain't there
Its No Air No Air
[ Jordin S.]
Got me out here and the water so deep
[ Chris B.]
Tell me how you gon be without me
[ Jordin S.]
if you ain't here i just can't breathe
[Both]
Its No Air No Air

No air air (ohh)
No air air (ohh)
No air air (No air)

[Both]
No Air...

Kirin & Nadz Video Performance :)

Saturday, 21 Feb, 4e3 had a class outing.
Me & Chuckie were there to watch a free treat movie
entitled 'Death Note- Change The World' if i'm not mistaken.
Kinda thought it was a scary movie but it turn out the opposite.
It's a japanese movie about 'L' who own a deathnote book
& He had the power to write down ppl's name on the book
which he wantes them to be killed within 23 days..
He was a science genius and work for Mr Watari..
He had to save ppl lives about the virus and
he found the antidote to eliminate the virus.
Not scary but thrilling.
I'm dying to watch jumper!!
But wait till i get another free treat frm 'someone'
hahas.. me and chuck had only drinks during the movie..
I felt like strangling someone there!!
'she' makes my nerve goes up.
but i've learnt to control my anger..,
which is not a good thing. whatever..



On Friday, 20 march, it was CIP day..
4e3 was assigned to the home for the sick aged.
Me and kirin volunteerly put a performance
song sung by kelly clarkson, moment like this.
We sang pretty well except for the mics
which is not working!!big deal!!
In the end, we made it after
went through gruelling rehersal last thurs..
hahas.. :)

The O level 2007 results were officially annouced.
240108, a memorable day for our SENIORS.
who left an unforgettable footprint to our school.
Btw, it was shameful that the tally for distictions has decreased.
From last yr 25 to 19, i guess.
Well, it was astounded upon hearing from Mr Ang K S
That O level results for E MATHS ia badly done!
It's below the national average!!
What happened?
Well the good news is their A MTHS result
is aboved the national average!
An easy paper for a start!
The top student from JYSS is a chinese guy
from 4e3'07. But he only obtaibed 10 pts
while the other pupil who got 6 As
obtain 8 pts! 2 Pts different!
I can't imagine myself being the top!
Lol... DARE TO DREAM



Found this nice song from imeem
It's very sentimental & sincere song!
The ultimate CHRIS BROWN!!

Yeaterday trip was so HYPER fun!!
Me, Chuckie & Zinstar went to terminal 3 Airport
to enjoy the taking off of the aeroplane &
Cargo loading.
Btw, It was Chuckie's idea to bring 'her' along
So that 'she can treat us for a good lunch!
Well, 'she' insisted of treating us Mcdonald
but we turn back his offer! lol.
But 'she' promised to treat us MOVIE anothertime :)
Haha... Actually, i'm so very jealous of 'her'
'She' got all my favourite bands in 'her' ipod!
Tokoio Hotel, The Acedemy, The used, Paramore,
30 Seconds To Mars and more!! OMG!
He almost got all SUM 41 songs!!

We went to viewing gallery and we scorn the MATSALLEH!
Lol. 'she' called them ORANG PUTIH!
So racist! LOL... We talk rubbish all way
in the sky train, Mcdonald, and while walking
aroung the airport.
'She' actually bought for us a chocolate and
we share it together.
But Me and chuckie were too full at that time.
So we only have a quater of the chocolate.
I bought a Ritter Sports chocolate, mini version.
It's so cheap, only cost S$4.80!
hahax...

SORRY!!!
For not updating my blog for days!
I'm trying my best i can to make this holiday the best
BUT i just could'nt.



Just Wanna Wish Ya
HAPPY HARI RAYA AIDILAHA
MERRY CHRISTMAS
& A HAPPY NEW YEAR :DD

4th December 07

AUDIO DAY DREAM is released.
BREAK ANOTHA is the first official single.
by mr B-SHORTY ;)

CLICK here for album preview.
I'm buying his album, man!
Ryan tedder, One Republic lead singer
is the co-producer of the album!

Thank goodness!
My computer is resurrected.
Nah... the internet connection is activited.
Thnks to my mum;
my super HERO :l, think so.
I had a flu last week so i can;t attend the
award ceremony held at supreme court.
SRY paris! i can't make it that day.
I have lost contact with my pals.
They're out for a splendid holiday break
& in a meanwhile, i'm here alone
listening to my bsb, unbreakable cd.
& enjoying simple plan interview at 987fm.
They're really a great bunch of guys
piere kept his hair long!!
& chuck is looking dazling hot!!
David is cute :)
Sebas is undeniably HOT!
Enough of SP!
Let's get to business.
A business of misery.
That is my preparations for o levels
which i have not been revising at home!
Oh come on!
I've not even touch on my MT assignment.
i kinda lazy slumberous these days so
not into the mood of study!!
haiz... yearning for a good life.
:)

i will NOT BLOG for a week.
maybe :(
Cause my INTERNET CONNECTION has disactivated!!
Arrhh...
Outstanding bill & my dad's paying it.
&& i gotta wait till it'll be activated.
& i have to come down to IT
to reserve one computer to play
i hour for $2.00
i can bought french fires with that measly cost.
what the hell!!!!

I was browsing through Devian Art & found
this drawing image of Deryck! An artistic one :)
I saw Joel Madden of Good Charlotte ones too.
& doncha loves my new skin
& my new friendster skin which features Paramore.
A virtue white skin & i had to change my font color too!






She'd stop calling me since the past few days.
I mean Michelle from Ymca.
& i receive a mail letter from her.
& she's inviting us to the award presentation
0n 24 November 07.
I had made my choice NOT to
attend the ceremony cause
it's futile to go there & make a
nuisance of our selves.
The Fall Out Kids,
The post states my name as
Nadzirah Kids!
*%&*^(*&)(*_%-!!!!
i have a dad, dont i?
Then why put 'kids' at the
back of my name, silly?
End of my speech.
i'm mute.

Out of Boredom.

Don't Ask.

I just love PARAMORE!

& their songs; we are broken, crush crushcrush,

miracle, misery business etc.

Haylie williams is a brilliant teens singer.

She's only 17! & still in college.

Hahax.. RIOT! A brilliant album for head bangers.

i have a request.
STOP DISTURBING ME!
& don't ever call my house.
Cause i won't answer the CALL.
i'm referring to ymca.
& it's not me & paris 's fault.
ask camal NOT us.
& don't pester us.
!!!!!

BORED BORED BORED !!!
I'm sick & tired of REMEDIAL classes.
XCEPT that everyone's has to turn up.
I'm now lazy to blog every day.
Something just distract me.
I just don't know what it is.
& now i'm into friendster.
& the blingee site.
& i'm looking forward to MCR concert!
$88 for middle seat,
$120 + for front row seat.
The Black Parade Tour on NOV.
& i love MCR!
But i need someone to accompany me.
Who?


'chuck

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Selamat Hari Raya to all MUSLIMS in s'pore!!
Enjoy your breaks :DD

Currently Listening to 88


Gahh! I'm currently feeling restless.
Turning my shuffles on.
Picking on Random songs;


Just ended my A MTHS ems.
Kinda easy to me cause it's paper1.
Wait till paper 2 and i'm DEAD soon!
I end off 21 mins early before the finishing time.
I wrote nonsence stuff on the last writing paper.
Writing Signatures on it and Sum 41's name on it.
True Fans, eh!
And i did a cover page on my A mths bk.
Lol. Wait till u see it!!


I'm taking a break now.
Tomorrow's Biology!
&& Peace

Odd Facts about ME
DO YOU SNORE?:	Ermm... Sometimes
LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:	Lover :)
WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:	Gazing at a dead corpse!
AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:	Yes!
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:	Nonsensical Sitcom!
DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:	Yes!
WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:	I am!
HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:	Ii Can Enjoy Freedom With Close Friends
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:	White
DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:	Often.
HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:	Nope.
ANY SECRET TALENTS?:	Singing, Acting, Mimic
WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:	A Night Out At The Beach Of Sligo, Ireland
HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:	Yes.
HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:	Nope. What The Hell Is That?
DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:	Hahax. I'm An Environmenatl Friendly :)
HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:	3, I Guess.
CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:	No Way!
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:	Yes. 2 Times.
ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:	Yes.
WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?:	That's Cruelty Agaisnt Animal!
IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?:	Of Course!
DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?:	Hmm... Maybe.
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?:	Nothing.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU":	When I said that to my MAMA when i'm a year old.
IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?:	He's Dead. My sis says so.
DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?:	No. Why Should I?
HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?:	Excuse Me?
ARE BLONDES DUMB?:	Nope. I like Blondes Hair
WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?:	The Bin
WHAT TIME IS IT?:	It's Party Time!
DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?:	' Chuck
IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?:	No. KFC's the best!
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?:	Yesterday.
DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?:	Baths
IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL?:	Fake!!
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?:	No.
WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?:	Music. B-shorty, Bizzy D get me craving for themL :)
CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?:	Crunchy.
HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?:	No.
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?:	Thrice.
IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?:	Hmm... I suupose so.
ARE YOU WEARING SOCKS?:	No. I'm Bare feet.
HAVE YOU EVER HITCH HIKED?:	Nope.
WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?:	Brown
WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:	Years Ago.
DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?:	Freedom & Music taste!
WHOSE LIFE IS BETTER?:	A Freedom Life to beat!
ARE YOU PSYCHIC?:	No.
HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?:	Nope.
DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?:	Piano, Acoustic Guitar
CAN YOU SKATEBOARD?:	I tried once, but failed
DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?:	No. I hate mosquito!
DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?:	No!
DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?:	No! I believe in God.
IS A DOG A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?:	Yes.
YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?:	Yes.
CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?:	Hehe. No.
DOES YOUR MOM KNOW YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?:	I don't own one.
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?:	Maggie Tom Yam
DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?:	No.
DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?:	Yes!!! Deryck Whibley Lookalike! :)
WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?:	The Paris Hilton TV Commercial!
DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?:	Nope.
FAVORITE BAND AT THE MOMENT?:	Sum 41, Story Of The Year, 30 Secs To Mars, The All-American Reject :)
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TWO more papers to go.
AND HARY RAYA is drawing nearer.
Just ended my CHEMISTRY eoy exam.
It's medioca but not E MTHS!!
DAMN!! I did not complete 2 QUEST.
for my paper2! AND unexpected Question
came out! The percentage tingy.
GAHH! BAD MOOD SIA!
chem paper was alright for me.
just wait till A MTHS
and i'm Gonna give in soon!
LOL.


Me, mut and maiz were a BLAST yesterday.
i just HATE that school!
EAST VIEW SECONDARY SCHOOL
And they were gossiping behind us
and we were like "SHUT UP!!"
No use arguing cause it's FASTING MTHS
Let ALLAH punish them for their mistakes.
We read LIME mag, the march and july edition.
scanning through every pages and SENSORED
Nyahaha.. What a DISASTER!
I'm FASTING, so as MUT and MAIZ.
But we kept on laughing till ppl gazed at us!
lOL.


I wanna do better for BIO and A MTHS
E MTHS, hackcare!
SO ppl, GD LUCK for the remaining papers.
May u all PASS with flying colours!!









my bestfriend :)

The FIRST paper i sat for was EL pp1.
Kinda OKAY for me. MEDIOCA.
Unexpected INFORMAL LETTER to come out.
yeah..Mrs Shankar demanded us;
"DON'T IGNORE THE INFORMAL LETTER!"
TOUCHWOOD! Her words came true..
I almost forget the format!
I Choose Topic 2 for composition.
...ends with "it's all because of the mysterious
red box."
And i wrote a silly and notorious story on
the topic which doesn't make sense.
HAHAX.. :)
My MT paper? Paper 1 letter writting was
a complete BLOW for me.
Stuck at ideas but finally there's IDEAS!
lol. who ever set the paper.. A SLAP!
topic 5 as my malay compo topic..
very easy. NO confusion.

I SAW HIM! IN THE CANTEEN!
LAST 2 DAYS TOO!
THE deryckWHIBLEY looaklike!
He's so CUTE!
don't wanna reveal his name.
ONLY GOD KNOW!

REPORTING ON 11 SEPT 07

YEAH. A dream comes true. ALAS.
THANX to paris AND razin :)
Without you guys, i'm not be able to go
to plaza s'pura to buy the NC16 rated album.
I really need someone 16 and above to buy
SUM41 CD album for me!
hahax...

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight
Without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh
If you were here right now, I swear,
I'd tell you this

CHORUS:
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all i ever want, it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no.
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call?
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility

CHORUS:
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I don't want to be like this,
I just want to let you know,
Everything that I'm holding,
Is everything I can't let go, can't let go.

CHORUS:
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

Don't you know it baby
I don't want to waste another day

I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

SO SORRY for not updating my blog.
KINDA OBSESS with imeem music and i HINDER BLOGGING.
LOL. SORRY!
I will give a SUMMARY of what i did during the
past few DAYS. (=

I'm STILL holidaying.
I'm in PARADISE.
AWESOME! but tends to be BORED.Brush up with some of the subjects.
And Complete my holiday HW.
TIRING SIA! but what can i do!
recently saw the news flashing on my comp header.
DISNEY STAR gets naked! And then i was guessing.. WHO?
ASHLEE TISDALE? NO!! VANESSA ANNE HUDGEN!
The 18-yr old sweet, decent youth I THOUGHTturn out to be NOT sweet and decent!
She took nude pics and display it publicly
MAYBE accidently.
That incident reminds me of PETE WENTZ!
Poor THING! BUT PETE WENTZ had changed!
He's with Ashlee Simpson now. (=
Buti cannot believe an 18 yr old Vanessa did this!
HAIZ...


TA RESULTS

I FAILED MY ENG!
NAH... I Don't regret at all!
CAUSE i choose the wrong TOPIC!
At least i know what's going on.
I PASS MY MT. I mean JUST PASS!
well, i got C grade fr my MALAY!

ENG: 12/30
MALAY: 10/20
PHY: 41/50
CHEM: 42/50
BIO: 43/50
SS: 18/22
A MTHS: 37.5/40
E MTHS: 44.5/50
GEO: ?/50

Alryte. 19 sept 07.
I'm asking someone a favour to BUY underclass hero album.hehe.. it's rated NC16.
NO WAY!! But i'm gonna purchase it anyway.
It jas decent content aite.

i don't give a DAMN.i'll push the blame on you two.
" ANGEL " & CAMEL.
DON'T even deserve a credit.
you SPOIL my day.
and then came to MT ORAL.
hoping that i'll FAIL.
cause i HATE MT!
having a hard time taliking wif mdm irni.
I CAN DO BETTER! - avril's quote.
yap..
but my E MTHS does't prove it.
i got 44.5 out of 50.
the graph plotting is the cause for my slack.
GRRR...
CARELESS!
The CHEM TA we had previously,
TOUGH! DAMN tough.
cos NOT enough revision.
hehe..




LOVE THIS SONG! :)

It's been a STRESSFUL week for TA2;
something i'm not anticipating for.
but it's part of SCH life!!
i've been through HARDSHIP and PERSPIRATION and i succeed.


I find that PHYSIC, EMTHS and AMTHSare damn NOT difficult!
alright. Emths duration is not suffice
though we were given 1 hr to complete it.
the GRAPH plotiing is irrating to me!
can't figure out the right scale for plotting!
yet, it's duable.
PHYSIC, similar to the test paper.
the question almost IDENTICAL.
i wonder how 3e4 is doin'.
just wanna say, GD LUCK!
alryte. can't believe what MR ANG KS told me.
something i should not reveal.
wait till you find out.
something to do woth the TA result.



Had a harsh time with Ratatoee AND Ros.
Gosh! just despise both.
!@#$#@!!!.
me and paris fed up with them.
one don't know how to teach MTHS
and other, never carry out her responsibility.
Gahh!!!
can't take it anymore.

'NADZ-shoRTY

I set it as my deskstop background.
kinda match with the toolbar colour.
but i'll not delete away sum41's wallpaper.
no way!

to all s'poreans, a shoutout to everyone;

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!



' NADZ-bshorty

Wake Up Call Lyrics
kinda like it =))

so DEARY today..
HEY! It's NATIONAL DAY soon :DD
and WE will be as PATRIOTIC as ever!
tnks to the PPL and GOVT. who make them happening!
hehe.. 4 AUG! 5 more days left!
Sad to say, i don't have any tics to marina bay to
watch the parade :(
gahh... but watching life screening on tv also
fine with me, followed by LIVE THE DREAM,
the lame ever contest show i've seen!!!


2 AUG:
WHAT's exciting bout that day?
The 3e3 BIOLOGIST get to examine a sheep's
heart and chicken heart! Maisarah was there
to help out too =)) she actually blew a straw
to the aorta of the sheep's heart and we can actually
see the heart beats like real! hehe...
distasteful by the whole scene though some don't.
I can observe the valve, aorta, the 4 chambers
and BLOOD!! animal BLOOD! i HATE BLOOD! oh YES, i hate it!
argghhh...



3 AUG:
The finishing day for cross-stich.
DAMN! i didn't participate in the CIP tingy.
but it's OK..
and it's TOO LATE.
hahax... at least i don't have to carry the burden
on my shoulders =)



1 mth left to the OFFICIAL LAUNCH of YMCA!
the 4 PERMANENT grp member must present on the day itself.
to meet IVAN KC GOH and others.
hehe..
long time no see!
go holiday i tink! lol.




'B-shorTY

La da da la la la
La da da la la la
La da da la la la la la
It took too long
It took too long
It took too long for you to call back
And normally I would just forget that
Except for the fact it was my birthday
My stupid birthday

I played along
I played along
I played along
Rolled right off my back
But obviously my armor was cracked
What kind of a boyfriend would forget that?
Who would forget that?

The type of guy who doesn't see
What he has until she leaves
Don't let me go
Cause without me you know you're lost
Wise up now or pay the cost
Soon you will know

You're not living
'Til you're living, living with me
You're not winning
'Til you're winning, winning me
You're not getting
'Til you're getting, getting to me
You're not living 'til you're living, living for me

This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me

We got along
We got along
We got along until you did that
Now all I want is just my stuff back
Do you get that?
Let me repeat that
I want my stuff back


[Potential Break-up Song lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

You can send it in a box
I don't care
Just drop it off
I won't be home
Cause without me you know you're lost
Minus you, I'm better off
Soon you will know

You're not living
'Til you're living, living with me
You're not winning
'Til you're winning, winning me
You're not getting
'Til you're getting, getting to me
You're not living 'til you're living, living for me

You can try
You can try
You know I'd know it'd be a lie
Without me you're gonna die
So you betta think clearly, clearly
Before you nearly, nearly messed up the situation
That you're gonna miss dearly, dearly
Come on!

You're not living
'Til you're living, living with me
You're not winning
'Til you're winning, winning me
You're not getting
'Til you're getting, getting to me
You're not living 'til you're living, living for me

This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please, tell me

This is the potential makeup song
Please just admit you're wrong
Which will it be
Which will it be

La da da la la la
La da da la la la
La da da la la la la la

Me and Paris had gone to Sharon's house
to do SS project work.
Kinda feel awkward on the way there cos
my stomach was grumbling and a heavy cramp!
aarrghh!!
we went there w/o LADY MAMMOTH
' whew


Her house was located at Bedok Reservoir
so we took bus 69 and 5 to reach there
It was pouring heavily and i'm without an UMBRELLA..ella.eh
We were doing the project when suddenly
we came upon a picture of an old man
smiling buoyantly but amateurishly!
That picture was found at this website
=) http://www.funnypics.com/

Paris had fun playing MAPLE STORY
but i find it frivolous!
sort of like HABBO =)
hahax... not interested anyway


Seriously, I've slacked!
Grr!! I just did my ace-learning!
and i score very BADLY
this prove my weakness!
but i'm not willing to give up just yet!


'B-shorTy

I’m not the type to get my heart broken
I’m not the type to get upset and cry
Coz I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don’t get deep to me
Never get the whole in love thing
If someone could say love me truly
But at the time it didn’t mean a thing

Prehook:
My mind is gone
I’m spinnin’ around
And deep inside
My tears I’ll drown
I’m losing grip
What’s happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel

Chorus:
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And they cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
coz its hurting me to let it go
maybe coz we spent so much time
and I know that it’s no more
I should have never let u hold me baby
Maybe why I’m so sad to see us apart
I didn’t give it to u on purpose
Gotta figure out how u stole my heart

Prehook:
My mind is gone
I’m spinnin’ around
And deep inside
My tears I’ll drown
I’m losing grip
What’s happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel

Chorus:
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And they cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

How did I get here with you?
I’ll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from love with you
I’m broken-hearted
I can’t let you know
And I Won’t Let It Show
You won’t see me cry

Chorus x3:
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And they cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

All my life

SOUND OF THUNDER was hell thrilling!
The MOVIE version was far better than the book!
yeah! MR. TRAVIS reminds me of MR. BEN AFFLECK!!
the LOOK-ALIKE BROs =)



HOMEWORK NEEDED TO BE CONPLETED:
x E MATHS;
x PHYSIC WORKBK PG20-22;
x CHEM WORKSHEET;
x READ UP AMATHS TXBK EXAMPLES.


NO WEEKENDS FOR ME!
' SIGH

It's been 1.5 MTHS i've not been updating
'B-shorTY's blog! ;(
I'm very BUZY lately! STRESSFUL mth!
Don't worry! I'm not negleting my BLOGGIE!
NO WAY!


So... How's LIFE?
1) STRESS
2) MUNdane during sch hrs
3) Listening to odd music ?
4) Fed up with my BROTHERS
5) SPEECHLESS!


I'm SLACKING!!
My result JUST PROVE IT!
don't care ah..
wait till EOY exams :)




I'm FED UP wif CAMAL!
That BITCH
I'm not exposing bout her!
Cos i JUST don't want to!
SAHARA DESERT AWAITING FER HER!




' peace out
B-shorTY

CURRENTLY listening to B-SHORTY : you should be dancing (top 4)
5:42 PM


Me & paris went to do BRIEFING with the sec 2 in MRL
'e1, 'e2,'e4,'e5 -) one class PER hour..
reiterating the same phrase AGAIN & AGAIN
Fed-up with certain BOYS! what's wrong with the name "BLAKER"??
hahax.. It's FUN & MUNDANE at the same time
'e4 is the BEST class we had so far..
almost everyONE turn up for the briefing! VERY co-operative!
but the rest of the CLASSES are not that bad too!!
THANKX miss ros for photostating 100 sheets of paper! (:
I do miss my SEC2 mmrs during the YMCA project!
me & paris played hide N seek with the Mentors! LOL!
Thnks fr th mmrs (:


i called the mentor (MR IVAN KC GOH)
i called the club rainbow assosiation (MELVINDER KAUR)
Mr Goh went on saying on the phone w/o mw understanding
a single word he's saying!! He's BABBLING!
i insert 2o c coin into the machine and the talking time was 2 mins..
after 2 mins, paris insert 10c coins and was given 1 mins..
Mr goh was still mumbling and talking to himself on the phone when
we COUNTDOWN 10 seconds before the line was off!
AND off we say GOODBYE!! haha!
Me & Paris are very REBELLIOUS!
i don't deserve to be the leader! =)




As soon as your born they make you feel small
By giving you no time instead of it all
Till the pain is so big you feel nothing at all
A working class hero is something to be
A working class hero is something to be

They hurt you at home and they hit you at school
They hate you if you're clever and they despise a fool
Till you're so fucking crazy you can't follow their rules
A working class hero is something to be
A working class hero is something to be

When they've tortured and scared you for twenty odd years
Then they expect you to pick a career
When you can't really function you're so full of fear
A working class hero is something to be
A working class hero is something to be

Keep you doped with religion and sex and tv,
And you think you're so clever and you're classless and free,
But you're still fucking peasants as far as I can see,
A working class hero is something to be
A working class hero is something to be

There's room at the top they are telling you still
But first you must learn how to smile as you kill
If you want to be like the fool on the hill
A working class hero is something to be
A working class hero is something to be
A working class hero is something to be
A working class hero is something to be

If you want to be a hero, well just follow me

Hey PEEPS =)
It's been 3/2 weeks since my comp BREAK DOWN!
Just simply CAUSE of STUPID internet ERROR
and i dialled *1620 for technical HELP
never fail to NOT understand what the technician is babbling bout!
BUT my dad came TO programme again my COMP.
my data and songs got DELETED!
DAMN!


I was quite impressed of my MIDyr result!
SHOCKED to death when i saw my result!
I got -) 3rd pos. in class & level
Not bad after all (:
i never do much revision YET i passed with
flying colours..
Xcept for this particular subject..
i FAILED my MT! x)
nah... I don't give a damn!
Afterall, it's her fault that pull my grades down!
PARIS, you ought to know her!
hehe..
I've DOWNLOAD blake's she'll be loved, this is my now
Jordin's studio vesion of the winning song was average!
I heard it and i prefer BLAKE's!
lol x)

DAMN IT!!!
JORDIN SPARKS won AMERICAN idol 6!
BLAKE lewis should WIN the title!
BUT at least both of them made a record deal and a BMW car!!
=)
JORDIN just hold the title!
CHRIS daughtry did not won A.I 5 but he sold
MILLIONS of album!
Well, BLAKE's gonna follow chris footstep!
millions of album to be sold worldwide
beatbox and straddling isd his ELEMENT!
he's gonna be BIG!
NOT jordin!

I LOVE HIM!!!

HURRAY!!!!
Just Bought this brilliant CDs with my own pocket money!!
They cost me $18.90 PER CDs at sembawang
That's supposely AFFORDABLE
I'm thrill upon hearing the new tracks from GC
1 word to describe it.. HOT!
FOB's songs... AMAZING!
Daughtry - POWER!
I'm not regretting buying it!!
i'm LOVING it!
lols..
I'm posting their songs at my BLOG
so... CHECK THEM OUT!

=) I found PETE's BANNER!
RELI LOOKS HOT ON HIM!
LOLS..x)

Alyte so how is life actualy these days?
HONESTLY, i feel STRESS over upcoming examinations..
Just sit for my ENG P1 & P2..
HATE THAT SUBJECT IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!
Physic is umpteen times better the ENG!!
Not kidding,kay??
but i must say i reli have to have full
attention on my studies &
i can then enjoy during the JUNE HOLIDAYS!! ((:
Lols..
Can't wait for 060607!!
My burbdae..Don't really cre bout that very much..
haha..


Alright..
I'm sick with school these days...
especially with that SOMEONE..
HE RUINED my days!!
HE RUINED MY DREAMS!!
I'm not revealing who he is but
he's a TEACHER!
As you know, i have a dream...
that is to SING!!!
And that stupid audition just spoil everything!
Irony behind every words..
Unfairness and biasness..
ARGGH!! >:i
I just can't stand him!!
Btw, 3e3 won 2nd for the DEBATE competition
and 3e5 won 1st! CONGRATS! x)
The debate tingy, no one is to be blame!
but THAT TEACHER has to be blamed!
Doing opposition is tough but 3e3 endure
it all the way!
I'm proud of my intimates!
My dearest FRIENDS!!!
=))

PHEW!!!
WHAT A TIRING DAY TODAY!!
ANDA HILARIOUS DAY!
THE BEST DAMN THING!
lols...
Fall Out Kids & Get Way To Happines went to YMCA
Building to have an interview..
Luck turns to hopeless when we did not
bring LAPTOP and a HARDCOPY for the project!
The staff who called paris didn't mention that
we should bring THOSE STUFF!
And we had to explain verbally to the JUDGES!
So SIAN!!
But It was alright actually cause the judges was
friendly and humorous unlike one of them!
Erhmmm....
hahax...
After the interview, me, Pui Ann,Paris & Amirah
went for lunch and went JALAN2...
We laughed lyk hell in the MRT and
ppl wa staring at US!!!!!
lols...
LET ME STOP FOR NOW...
Cause i nid to geta good night rest!!
But i'll leave ya with a song lyric!


AVRIL LAVIGNE-INNOCENCE (2007)


Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry

This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance, please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's been an EXAUSTING week!
PILES OF HOMEWORK need to be completed
before the due date & i'm terribly STUCK UP!
MATHS, ENG, CHEM, MT.....
WTF!! I'm getting lethargic every day
& i'm on diet =)
Just imagine myself not eating and gazing
at my peeps eating curry stuff which reek
the canteen! I'm ENVIOUS!
Curry, chicken and so ever...
melting my mouth!!!!
I DON't CARE! i'll just stick to my plan!!
I'm saving up to buy INFINITY ON HIGH
FOB current chart-topping album=)
i'm intending to buy CHRIS DAUGHTRY too
but i got all his track songs in my playlist ;)
$ 18.90 per CD another 1 week to save up!!



Last Monday was the JUNYUAN SUPERSTAR audition...
Impressed with my song choice=)
I've change songs 5 times to get a suitable one to sing
and i've chosen ALL OUT OF LOVE by air supply
made cover by WESTLIFE & DELTA GOODREM..
Another 5 tracks are:
KELLY CLARKSON- hear me
THE VERONICAS- When it all falls apart
KATHERINE MCPHEE-over it
DELTA GOODREM-together we are one
and.. FOB - suhaimi suggest that i must SING their song!
Lol...
What did the judges had to say?
MR JAE- Nice pitching, no pitching problems and
wonderful melody.. try to project ur voice
if u are asked to sing again! ((:

MDM FAUZIAH- ( reiterating the lyric)
I quite lyk the melody..! I know
it's suppose to be low pitch but
i understand that it is made cover
by WL!

MS ZALEHA- GD EFFORT..


Not sure if i can get though the FINALS!
don't wanna get PAISE..
so.. BETTER NOT INTO THE FINALS! ((:



New FRIENDSTER update..
Pls check out my profile!
I've added FOB wallpaper!!

Two days off my daily blogging!
i don't give it a shit!
Nothing interesting to update about
WAIT UP!
The wednesday assembly!
HOT FUSS!
Shan and Carrie from 987 crew came down
to JYSS for so thrill of excitement!
Yeah!! Quizes,games, Intro..
Those are part of the show!
Okay... Pete was mentioned from FOB
the QUIZES!!!
OMG! I alomost wanna scream my lungs out!
I heard FOB but not PETE!
MCR was part of the quizes question too!!
What will the world be like if
PETE visits JYSS?
I'm gonna hug him first!!
A nice bear hug! <33
Me and sucre and scoffield went to
have Shan and Carrie's autograph.
[ That's dosn't concern me but pete does!]
hahax... A pic of them with us..
Sucre didn't sent it to me!!!
DAMN!!! >:(
I'm gonna make sure i get Pete's one!
I don't care!!
We'll see..
and i will make it happen!!
i'll take my words for real!

((: SHANEY

"I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me & You)"

Last year's wishes
Are this year's apologies
Every last time I come home
I take my last chance
To burn a bridge or two
I only keep myself this sick in the head
Cause I know how the words get you

We're the new face of failure
Prettier and younger but not any better off
Bullet proof loneliness
At best, at best

Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you

Collect the bad habits
That you couldn't bare to keep
Out of the woods but I love
A tree I used to lay beneath
Kissed teeth stained red
From a sour bottle baby girl
With eyes the size of baby worlds

We're the new face of failure
Prettier and younger but not any better off
Bullet proof loneliness
At best, at best

Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you

The best way
To make it through
With hearts and wrists intact
Is to realize
Two out of three ain't bad
Ain't bad

Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and you
(Honeymoon)
Setting in a honeymoon
Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I wake up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I wake up next to you
(Honeymoon)

I'm lethargic!
God! Help me!
It's been two hour me and paris doing a race!
What race? hahax..!
Finding the Green Line which leads to TAMPINES!
And me and paris were so unfamiliar with Orchird
and Dhoby gaunt. And we were lost among the crowd!
It's really tiring to find the green lines when
there are red and purple lines everywhere!
We went up and down the escalator,
showing up at the same place as before!
We asked the guards at the counter..
OBS! They really specificly answer our questions!
Fed up sia! We wereasking where is the green line
and not on how to go back to Tampines! Haiz..
we miss our lunch time and we got dehydrated!
Blame the sun, the people at the counter, the mrt
sign board!!! We went to the park mall at first
right after leaving the YMCA building.. And we
went to plaza singapura to have luch there ..
paris then remind me that she can't eat beef.
so we decided to go tampines to have lunch there..
That's where we got lost!
hahax.. I wonder how cinderella and friend arrive
in tampines! =)
We went to take the red line instead and alight
at Little india.
I'm new to that place!
Well, paris knew a bus 23 which takes us
to Interchange but instead we alight at
Temasek.. We went to eat Mcdonalds and
off to our home! I'm so damn tired man!
I'll get updated as soon possible after
my long nap!


((: shaney - Pete wentz

Alas! i've gotten my TA1 results!
Badly done! Especially MT!
hahax.. just hate MT for life!
I must admit i'm not qualified to
be part of the competitors for the
sajak intersch competition! Mdm irni
should not have chosen me!
arghh!!!
its alryte! at least i attained a record
for my report bk under participation,
I'm SATISFIED!
yeah.. but not cca points!
Gosh! miss 3 mths of CCA..
I just hate it!
I reli need my dad's permission to
join the golf's squard!
I'll miss them but i'll miss many
new drills!
It's okay thati get 60% and below fer
my cca at the end opf 2007.
Okay.. Before i annnouced to u my results,
let me tell u how's today lesson in class.
FULL OF CRAPS!!!
I don't reli understand what the heck
is MY YEE is teaching! OMG!
I knew it! Mr Ang once told the 3e3
that its hard to find someone like him!
He' true!
come back to singapore,PO!
I can't take it anymore!
My maths really make me sick!
nevermind..
Okay..So how's physic?
Mr Galisatan and Mr Ng came to
our class for inspection! VIP!
hahax... see Mr ng 3 periods of Chem
today and 2 period for physic!
Mr Kim let us do the inquiry based learning
and man! I don't know how to do!
Shake legs and wait for the answer,
that's what i love to do!
lol ((: Physic is fun to an extent..
depend on the chapter.
Mr tay is really an enthusiatic teacher!
He's really awesome!
I must say, he's upmteen times better than GHP!
yeah... can't wait for the next lesson!


Okay.. My finalised results is to be annouced.
MT- 15/50 (don't aky why)
Eng-16/30 (damn! what a silly mistakes i've done!)
SS-9/12
Geog- TO BE CONFIRMED!
bio-32/50
Chem-44/50 (yeah!!)
Physic (rm for improvement!)
A maths-35/40 (WOW!)
E maths- 49.5/50

Hurray!! alas! TA1 is officilly ended!
looking forward for the march holidays!
lots of planing need to be arranged for the hols.
NO STUDY, i guess
i'm not flipping through any of the bks during the hols
only story bks for the bk review.
and i will be going to the ymca building at orchird
road with paris and sam chua to do the proposal
and a 2hr lecturer. not bad... 2 hrs is sufficient for me!
unlike the library duties me and paris done today!
It's my 3rd time doing CIP at the library.. doing
stupid stuff lyk sitting there doing nothing
and waiting for the librarian to cammand us? haiz..
I'm seeing the librarian's behaviour and thier contribution
services.. hmm.. i must say very POOR! They are very self-esteem
and only mingling amomg themselves and less care about
their VIPs which US!!!!!!! LIbrarry has set specific rule that
is " No noise!".. but the staff were laughing and sniggering
among themselves that they set a bad exemplary to us!
very pathetic! I'm aiming to complete 10 hrs of CIP
excluding the YMCA. tomorrow will be a bad day for me
and paris cos we will be having 4 hrs of CIP, stuck inide
the cold library without any warm air! arrgh..!


How's my TA' s performance?
i'm actually impressed with some of my results.
E-maths- 49.5/50
A-maths-35/40
Physic-41.5/50
Bio-32/50
eng-16/30 (can be improved!)
MT- __/50 ( MT SUX!)
SS_9/12

yeah.. among all the subjects, i failed one of them!
wasting of my effort on that subj and i
somehow hdon't lyk the teacher!
Nah.. nvm! only gos know how i feel!

Its been weeks since i have updated my my blog...
i'm reli, reli, reli, reli busy preparing mieself fer
TA1.. not all subjt only chems and nio.. the rest,
U DUN CARE! i just dun wanna look at my A mths txbk
again!! it's reli killing me n i can feel the pain
piercing through my mind ech and every nite and day!!
A maths just sucks my day!! but not willing
to give up though!! ((:


I'm not reli sure if i have change throught the whole mths..
i've been fee;ong rather akward and hmm.. alive
than the previous year! yy??
hmm. mainly its bcoz of my dear friends who cheered
up my day! New topics, rumora n gossips.. yeah!!
it reli makes my day feel good!! wakaka...
mut jus got her new abg angkat... rumors on 'Jasmine'
and 'lohan', its all FAKE rumors!!
its reli nice to chat wif him on da fone.. yeah..
we just treat each other lyk comrads!
thought he's fierce but he's not!! TOO KIND!!
hahax.. he told me that once he goes grumpy, he will
start throwing tantrums and throw objects around da house!!
hahax.. i was so shock upon hearing it!
lol.... =0

I knew he got a great vocal..
but hav not sing it 2 me yet..
but he say 1 day on the fone we will sing 2gether..
remind me of Brian and delta, a duet on almost here...
hahax.. ho romantic upon hearing that song!!
the lyric goes lyk dis -

Brian: Shadows bleeding through the light
where or loves once shining bright
cae without a reason..
don't let go of us 2nite..
cos our loves will always there
but haven't i always love u..

Delta: But wen i nid u
u almot here
and i know that's not enough
and wen i'm with u
i'm closed to tears
cos i know i'm almost here..

to all chinese out there, gong xi fa cai!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

((: SHANEY

It's been a week since i've not been updating anything
new in my blog ever since i'm stress
over A maths and other
class test!
2 moths have been postponed due to the absence
of mrs lu and mr kim! Poor mr kim!
He's too sick to be present..
no physic test and geog test!
a good friday i had today..
ghost stories to be shared by mrs shankar
and it was so spookie and nerve racking!!
hahax.. amirah then sneeze in the classroom,
adding to the unexpected eerieness of the atmosphere
in the classsrm... what a day!


can i just get updated soon??
it's really getting late now and i'm up to take my supper
so... cya!

Shaney

It was pouring in the early morning..
a mundane feeling gets into mind as it was thursday!
My dad went to send me and dashed to school its rainning cats
and dogs and there's no way i'm going to carry the umbrella label
hello kitty! hahax... i thought we would be late by 0815 and
we will be sent to recovery rm for detention! but i just realised
the my house pendulum clock i 3mins faster than the big clock
at tampines cc!


How's SS? okay but some minor error i made which
is the underlining tingy... i'm suppose to highlight
the opinion that reached to the factor not the factual tingy!
hahax... nvm.. atleast i know what's going on!


Chem? i got 9/15 for my chem test!! no way!! must aim for
distinction nex time!! slack alot siak...
but i love chap 2 than chap 1!
cookie monster*


Physic? We got practical that day and it was fun
except that paris is not next to me which she is suppose to!
We did the experiment on converging lens and how
the image is formed on the screen! it was very interesting !
I was trying to understand what mr kim is saying n
as i whirld my head round, everyone's a little confuse..
nodding is not a best solution!!!


Bio? Mr chaw!! help!! pls help to make our practical comes to life
with more jokes!! can't help it.. with mdm punitham around,
everyone keeps demure... haha.. i prefer theory than practical aniway!
Bio rox!!

It was pouring in the early morning..
a mundane feeling gets into mind as it was thursday!
My dad went to send me and dashed to school its rainning cats
and dogs and there's no way i'm going to carry the umbrella label
hello kitty! hahax... i thought we would be late by 0815 and
we will be sent to recovery rm for detention! but i just realised
the my house pendulum clock i 3mins faster than the big clock
at tampines cc!


How's SS? okay but some minor error i made which
is the underlining tingy... i'm suppose to highlight
the opinion that reached to the factor not the factual tingy!
hahax... nvm.. atleast i know what's going on!


Chem? i got 9/15 for my chem test!! no way!! must aim for
distinction nex time!! slack alot siak...
but i love chap 2 than chap 1!
cookie monster*


Physic? We got practical that day and it was fun
except that paris is not next to me which she is suppose to!
We did the experiment on converging lens and how
the image is formed on the screen! it was very interesting !
I was trying to understand what mr kim is saying n
as i whirld my head round, everyone's a little confuse..
nodding is not a best solution!!!


Bio? Mr chaw!! help!! pls help to make our practical comes to life
with more jokes!! can't help it.. with mdm punitham around,
everyone keeps demure... haha.. i prefer theory than practical aniway!
Bio rox!!

Ohno..!
I'm down with a slight fever...
music is just my theraphy not medicine.
Slowly recuperating from my sickness.
My flu has recovered and now my phlegm gets worsened!
i hate to get sick during my favourite weekend! Arghh!


Btw, i have recoucil my friendship wif maisarah, thanx to farah!
if not for her, me and mai would have been foes!
life has change lyk last year where i get to be with my friends again!
3e3 has been a hell good for me..
not only stuck wif loads of unfinished hw but with my
total defence poster competition! the duedate is by nex friday!
i have really no idea of what to sketch for the poster!
wait till 2 days later than i'm up with an idea! - guess so.


Two cats.... one of top of each other.. what is exactly are
they doing?? bizzare by their action, i stoood up to them
wif tatan and capture an image of them..the black cat
is a female while the white-black cat is a male.. one's
scrawny, the other is plump! hahax..




Monday is chems test and wednesday is physic test..
just finishing studying both topics.. quite easy
and less to memorise. I have to be prepared
to get ready for my a/e maths tests which
is next week.. not sure of the topic to be studied
but surely surds will come out and problem- solving!
hope to score at least a pass for my paper!


- Shaney

The 3rd weeks of school.. Timehass passed by so fast,
resemble to the speed of train! Trying to make myself
comfortable with my new seating place next to sam chua,well i
have to accept the fact that i ad to lose a friend just lyk sam
loses sam wong! So sad! - i cry silently.. i cry inside of
me. i cry hopelessly.. A satnzas of lyric extracted from a song-
okay.. btw, this morining , noobie had to sit next to tean
and paris! alamak... set to give in another crisis to paris!
From tean and paris's expression, they were so "comfortable"
seating wif noobie and god gracious she's sitting on my place!
She's too bossy and likes to complaint jus lyk this morning
where she told mdm fara regarsding kirin changing seat during
other lesson.. what happen? kirin get fuse up and started talking
behind her back! just as thought! So busybody siak!
And the problem right now is that i can't exchange seat with
noobie and sit next to tean and paris anymore!! If i were
to change place wif noobie, for sure she will complain to teacher
and i'll get into big trouble! I miss sitting infront and
making jokes and produce laughter and happiness wif my friend!
life is so mundane to me write now that i'm not be able
to loke bout tinky winky, dipsy, lala, po, cookie monster, jumbo
or kim Impossible! huh... Everyone must have fun in learning
and not to focus much mainly on academic. Btw, i receive
a letter from donut regarding bout my absentees of np for
4 consecutive wks! why can't a person understand a person problem!!
Why must that person force a person and threated her to go
for the sake of np! ... letme rest this topic- Jus now..
a conversation btw paris. shaney and mdm fara.. regarding bout
noobie.. we are trying to express our view bout how unhygenic
noobie is candidly.. This is a fact and i kept laughing behind
mdm fara 's back when paris say to her that noobie has the habit to
bite her nails, prick her nose and stuff...haha... it is very
higly contagious!! watch out tean and paris!!


=D shaney

I was pouring the whole of friday till i got retarded..
I was suppose to accompany mutmainnah and her mother
to buy her new HP at one of the phone shops allocated near
the supermarket. There are only a few shops around bout
3 and we went for the cheapst and nicest hp. It was quite late
at 4 un the afternoon but time was lagging and it felt like more
than 2 hour we have been together and i've appreciate the sudden
nature that went twisting.. mut was quite impress with the nokia
7236 in the way the contour of the hp was design and the functions
except that its w/o the mp3 function. She must be very elated to have
a new hp , the first ever gift she had ever bought in a life time!


Some students have been quite rebellious these days... What's the
causes leading to their bad explary behaviour. Can that person really
influence other or is influence by whoever so he trusted? That's so
silly of him for taking an advantage of a person manipulating him.
Let me get this straight to the point. Mut's friend, Terence was
recently had serious injury involving his eyes.. 2 of his friends were
so wet which they had caught in the heavy pour and they were so
scared of going to school. One of mut's friend did not come to school
earlier this morning, assuming he was feeling unwell but that afternoon,
we actually saw him with his sch uniform and sch bag, playing truant
out of the teacher's sight! He will be getting severe punishment from
the school for not complying the rules! It was so pitiful for terence
for injuring himself without me knowing how it happen! Out of nowhere,
a police car as well as an ambulane arrived without promptly.. As far
as i know, i understand the reason why the paramedics are here as
terence was injured and need medication. But the police car really
sets question mark all over me nd mut and amalina.. The 2 policamen
interrogated with the 2 guy who was involve in the case and
mr silva came out of the office and join the group. Something bad must
have happen to them outside school.. playing truant! Terence was
sent to the hospital and left with the policeman and the boys..
hmm....


=D shaney

It's been closing to a week since school reopen..
Life has tremendously change for me..
Loads of homework to be completed and hectice schedule
i'm RUSHED by the mood of the school! 1 things
that makes life humourous during school lesson
is during PHYSIC lesson! Mr Kim was so huge... He's
like 6 feet tall and his gigantic body covered 1/4 of the whiteboard
and i'm having difficulty seeing the words he had written on
the board! 'stupid' is an occasional word he often use
during his lesson.. " stupid thimble", "stupid scale"..
i almost burst into laughter when he said out the word!
He's so funny and entertaining guy! A-maths was quite
a challenge for me and lots of algebra had to be learnt
in many diferent kind of mthd! I got 7/15 for my 2nd test and 6/10
for my 1st test.. need to retest again tomorrow and lot
of careless mistakes can be found directly on my working!
Argg... hopefully, the retest mark will be finalise as the real one
and i can score well for the paper! Chem.... not bad but
rules had to be complied as wat was told by Mr ng. a bit
dull but very catching! English.. I was so worried when mrs shankar
ordered everyone to bring or buy the oxford dictionary for
future reference and i only owe the pocket dict. I do hav the
big one as i'm not going to bring it to sch!! Too big to be fitted
into my bad unless if u want me to change it into shayer bag..
The whole 1 week was like a torture for me!! as if i've been in
3e3 for 6 months!!! hahax... must learn how to cope with it!



NOT KNOWING MY MISTAKES FOR THE PAST 4 MTHS,
NOT KNOWING THE SIGNS OF SOWING DISCORD TO OTHERS
NOT KNOWING MY IDENTITY HAD ENN RUPTURED
NOT KNOWING MY FRIENDS ARE STAYING AWAY FRM ME
NOT KNOWING I'M A COWARD
NOT KNOWING I'M A GIRL WITH NO FRIENDS
NOT KNOWING A TUSSLE I HAD WITH SOMEONE
NOT KNOWING MY FRIEND HAD EVOLVE INTO MY ENEMY
NOT KNOWING MY DAYS ARE NOT LIBERATE AND SOLITARY
NOT KNOWING I'VE BEEN CHATED !!!!!!!!!

School has just started and its a new year
already! It's been great to have nice
and less stern teachers to teach 3e3! yeah..
i quite like mr kim and mr chaw... The rest
so-so okay only.. Me and paris sat right at the front
facing the white board only few meters away
from us and i had to crane my nek and strain
my eyes to get a good view of the wordings
at the board as well as the teachers.
Mon and tues have been a tress week for me
as i had to stay late till afternoon for biology
and that's really tiring! I've been drinking coffee
to keep me awake all day and loads of homework
had to be done during the weekend! I'll
get used to many homework anyway!
i gtg now cos i need to escort mut to cc for her edusave tingy!

=D shaney

Power 98 and 987 fm are now hosting the
top 98 and top 100 countdown respectively
in a celebration to usher a new year!! The
top 100 songs of 2006 - who will it be?? Will
you cast ur votes on Justin Timberlake? Or
will it be MCR? Or will it be anyone?? hahax..
btw, not only these stations host their countdown
alone but myself too hosting for the year's top 20
songs of 2006! Cool man!!

Here's the list of the top 20 songs of 2006 :-
20- Fergie [ London Bridge]


19- Evanescence [Call me when you're sober]


18- The Veronicas [Everything i'm not]


17- Cascada [Truly, Madly, Deeply]


16- Christina Aguilera [Ain't No Other Man]


15- The Click-5 [Say Gdnight]


14- Taking Back Sunday [ What it feels like to be a Ghost]


13- Hoobastank [If i were u]


12- MCR [Welcome To Back Parade]


11- Hinder [Lips Of an angel]


10- Jesse Mccartney [Right where u want me]


9- Kelly Clarkson [Walkaway]


7- Justin Timberlake [My Love]


6- Avril Lavigne [Keep Holding On]


5- The All-american reject [It ends Tonight]


4- Fergie [Fergilicious]


3- Westlife [The Rose]
(the track is unavailable at the moment)

2- Justin Timberlake [Sexy Back]


1- Evanescence [Lithium]

Its been days i've not been updating my blog
enjoying the remnants of my holiday at home
and at johore.. Dude! i miss my holiday! Currently,
i'm reading up "heartland" and i get totally mesmerised
by the preps and the cast of the novel! Darren is
such a brilliant novelist that he was praised by Mr
SR Nathan for his intelligence, hardwork and commitment!
The book is really thick a my bio txbk and i'm going
to read it before school reopen!



okay... about sunday's tragic... i did not post it but i'm
going to post it now... it was 1 night before christmas
and it was my dad's decision to bring us to orchard
to have a glimpse of the wonderfully- decorated christmas
tree hanging by the side of the junction and the christmas
spirit was aired toward the whole street! The road was reeked
with soothe- snowy spray splashed all over the slippery floor
and i was about to fall when i felt a grip on my shoulder which
my mum! Blame on my non-friction slipper! It was so milled
with young teenagers and i had a prominition that a big croud turn into a
smal tiny red ants craling about to search for food! I revoked to
myself- NO MORE WALKING, TIME TO GRAP A BITE!
So, we went to fast-foosd reataurant- KFC but it was fully booked
and we had to wait impatiently for ppl to give up their seat after
eating! There's no way we can find another fast-food store cos
we are stuck in a traffic conjecture and traffic polices were patroling
around, signaling to ensure oyur safety and to avoid stampede!
yeah.. well, finally we ot our 4- seated square table inside and how
refreshing it was to be inside the air-conditioned room instead
of having to slid into the croud being stuffy and suffocated. ahh...
we took bus 65 home and our journey to our home took us about 2 hrs!
The bus came to stationary for every 2 mins and it paused at the
same spot and i got fed up!

its night now so i get it more updated the next day!

♥ Shaney

Oh Shit! X2 (p.s- not refering to Fergie's London Bridge)
but i'm refering to today's incidence when i clash with
my np cadet! not knowing today is nco training, danial
came up to me and said that there's np training going on
and my mind went BLANK! Don't blame me for not
attending the training cos no one bother to inform me!
Even sabri tried to convey me about the training!
But aniway, it doesn't look matter to me! I was anxiously
waiting for faiz to be registered during sec1 orientation and
i noticed more than 50% from junyuan pri are posted to JYSS!
WOW! Jyss, hmm. not a bad secondary school choice!
Its really very sad when i heard that i have to buy my school
txbk the day after christmas! nvm... though i never i had my chance
to scan through the txbk, but i still read my o level pocket science bk!
well, that boost my understanding as well! Hey!! I just upload
ARES GALAXY! And i must say.. SUPER!! yeah.. i can upload
umpteen songs! I get to upload songs like mcr- i don't love you,
busted- sleeping with the light on, fergie- big girl don't cry...
and stuff!!! WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


okay... a small controversy needed to be settled here..
It's regarding APE! i saw her/him when i was going
up the hall with faiz.. She's so conceited and walk
as if she's the head prefect!! My foot! but i kept
walking and never looked up on her... ! Paris, if
u are reading this, pls note that our mission is not
over yet!! yes!!! g-string and nutty professor!!