Omg!?! It's been months since i've updated this blog! So some people may be wondering how, where, what i am right now.I'm now in a holiday mood, suppose to complete my tutorial assignments, Oh yeah, left with GP mindmap & forum stuff Still PWing, haiz... i just despise PW! It's an utterly waste of time!! I miss playing bowling! I'll came back to that place to bowl!! (:DAMN! 1 week left to school! Not looking forward!Jaded with school matters...3 more days to Transformers: Revenge of the fallen (:SHIA LABEOUF!!! i'm coming for you!!! *winks

There is a part of me

That feels I am different from everyone else.

Something that I can't quite see,

Something that I can't quite feel,

Something so unreal.

But this 'thing' is always there,

This 'thing' with others, I will never share.

So I push it to the back of my mind,

All the thoughts of boys and clothes

And make-up, it is hiding behind.

Sometimes, when I have almost forgotten,

It comes back with such ferocity,

Angry and unforgiving.

I feel so lost and sad,

Whatever caused this feeling

Must have been so horrible and bad.

A lost memory or something else,

I'll never know,

Whatever it is,

I know for sure,

I can never let this feeling show.

Labels: difference, life

Hey you
So you never really found your way
Stay true
Did you ever make it through today

I know that when I think about a day without it
Everydays the same
You wish that you could find someone
But Im the only one to blame

(chorus)
Cant you see
I beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know youre gonna find your way back to me

No dont
Dont you ever let a piece of me down
Cause time wont
Get back when Im never around

When we live between so many walls
That I can barely breathe
You say that you just want someone
But Im the only one you need

(chorus)
Cant you see
I Beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know youre gonna find your way

If its me
That you dont need
When the lights go out tonight I know
Youre never gonna find your way

Soon when I get you I wont let you go
Oooh if I let you
You can take away all that I thought was wrong
And if you hear me theres not much to say
Theres gotta be a better way

(chorus)
Cant you see
I beg and plead
Cause when your eyes light up the sky tonight
I know youre going to find your way back to me

Cant you see
I beg and plead
Cause when the lights go out tonight
I know youre never gonna find your way

If its me
That you dont need
That when the lights go out tonight
I know youre never gonna find your way
If you pace around the world?
And when your eyes light up the skies at night
I know youre gonna find your way back to me

There Are Some Of The Pictures Taken During
NDP Celebration 2008

I upload it way too late!!Sry:(

What a year it has been! Indeed, it was a critical year for mehaving to sit for my O levels;but it had finally ended!still waiting for results to be announcedHow has it been for me?nah.. frankly speaking, i'm pretty bored at homei'm trying to make time usefuluai'm actually working part-time as a promoterpromoting for nestle productsrecently me, Sarita & Sharon promote kit-katit was an experience never to be forgottonespecially ALEX TAN>:why?can't tell much here but he's really irksomehe ordered us here and therein then end, no salesbut the other kit-kat manager, mr yeo was differenthe treated us opposite to Alex TanWe only enjoyed working with Mr Yeo haizzPromotion coming up this coming mondayBut this time round, its one promoter per outletwe suppose to promote Uncle Toby's Yougartbut the 7-11 outlet our boss sceduelled us was so far!Orchard, Tan Tock Seng Hospital..You name it!Me & Sarita were unfamilliar with the placesso we decided not to go to work on weekends!hahahahaha...To everyone's reading this blog, MERRY CHRISTMAS&HAPPY BIRTHDAY, COOKIE(:

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I'm Slacking!
Seriously, most of my tests result proves it!
& Wosrt still, i did not bring home my physic spa file.
Just wondering what tomorrow spa will look like
& i'm gonna freak out tomorrow!
lol. Wave is not an issue but the sources of error,
i need to study on the error and the precision!

Ps: I'll not be updating my blog fr quite sometimes.
Big day coming. I need to get over with my slacking results.


:D

Hey peeps :)
Sry for not updating for these few weeks.
I've been busy revising for o levels
but not 100% fully prepared!! imposible!
o level is inevitable & i'm taking the challenge.
SMO lessons are bored & lessons are as bored as usual
except for Geography.
Poor thing, Mr khong was absent for 2 days
& the test on geography on food was detered to the next lessons.
Waste my time on revising! lols.


Just came back from Meet The Parents Sessions
Again, the speech from Mrs Oh was bored
but it was crucial for us to pay attentive to her talks.
I desperately wanna go JC, either temasek, tampines,
meridian or better still, Victoria! hahas!
Met Mdm fara,accompanied by my Dad & Tatan.
She gives good review bout my subject xcept MOTHER TONGUE!
I attained Grade D7 for MT TA! OMG! i failed terribly!
i know i've slack a lo this yr but i'm gonna pull up my socks!
Nothing is imposible!



Bio lap was fun & we were handling with SNAILS!
i took 2 snails home, just wanna scare my mum!
But she's gone to work already.
1 Hour later, one snail died, left with 1 snail.
i feel sry for it as i was responsible for its death!
=( Don't cry over spilled milk

These are the pictures taken at Escape Theme Park

It was a gruelling day yesterday.
Cross-Country really sux!!
Luckily, the rain started to pour
and the whole entire place was wet!
I treat this cross-country as a walkathon;
including Sonica Ayumi & Kirin :)
it was worthless to run, since we failed our 2.4km run.
nahh... Running makes you SICK!
But it was fun walking and we chat all the way..
& Noobie trid to get our attention and came to us..
Digusted,Kirin gave the comman to run & we DASHED!!
hahax.. & she left fairy godmother alone behind!
No sense of friendship!


That same day, Nettera, my cousin, called me up
& ask mw to accompany her to religious class
held as Masjid Darul Gufran.. I agreed
& brought faiz and tatan along with farenh.
It was our first time there and i don't recognise them
& we make friends there x)
We watch a video on the journey of prophet Muhammad..
The scence was like soo real...
especially the fighting scence where islams
versus the jews and hamza was killed in the war.
blood gush out from thr injured looks so real!
It was filmed in Arab, i guess.
After the class, we went to 7-eleven to have supper.
Along the way met Amirah & Juliana x)
hahas..i was wearing head scarf as so paiseh..
lol.. we had enough of eating & went straight home!
Okay.. Enough of the talking..
signing off...



'chuck

Labels: cross-country

I ran with all my might.
But in the end nothing prevails.
But i was happy that i'd improved during the past yr.
Me & kirin ' timing was about 20 mins.
Failed by 2mins.
Alsagoff did not stop the time punctually.
so the time got delayed!!!
That's a big deal!
Hahas.. Have to run again next week.
we did a good job kirin!
Still there's room for improvement.

(Verse 1)
[ Jordin S.]
If i
should die
before
I wake
Its cause
you took
my breath
away
losing you is like living in a world
with no air
Ohhh...
[ Chris B.]
Im here
alone
didnt want
to leave
My heart won't move
its incomplete
wish there
was a way
that i can get you to understand

(Pre-Chorus)
But How
Do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you
its so hard for me to breathe

(Chorus)
Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live can't breathe with no air
thats how i feel whenever you ain't there
Its No Air No Air
Got me out here and the water so deep
Tell me how you gon be without me
if you ain't here i just can't breathe
Its No Air No Air

No air air (ohhhh)
No air air (noooo)
No air air (ohhhh)
No air air

( Verse 2 )
[ Chris B.]
I Walked
I Ran
I Jumped
I Flew
Right off the ground
To float to you
Theres no gravity
To hold me down
Foreal

[Jordin S.]
But Somehow
Im still alive inside
You took my breath
But i survived
I don't know how
But i don't even care

(Pre-Chorus)
So How (How)
[No Air lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Do you expect me (Me)
To live alone with just me (Ohh)
Cause my world revolves around you
its so hard for me to breathe

( Chorus)
Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air (ohhhh)
Can't live can't breathe with no air (ohhh)
thats how i feel whenever you ain't there
Its No Air No Air
Got me out here and the water so deep (So deep)
Tell me how you gon be without me (Without Me Yeahhh)
if you ain't here i just can't breathe
Its No Air No Air

No air air (ohhhh)
No air air (ohhhh)
No air air (ohhhh)
No air air (No More)

uhh uhh uhh
No Air (ohhh)
uhh uhh uhh (Baby)
No Air (ohhh)
uhh uhh uhh
No Air

Its No Air No Air
Heyyy..
Oooooo..
No Aiiiiiir
Oooooo..

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
(Chorus)
Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air (ohhhh)
Can't live can't breathe with no air
thats how i feel whenever you ain't there
Its No Air No Air
Got me out here and the water so deep (So deep)
Tell me how you gon be without me (Without Me Yeahhh)
if you ain't here i just can't breathe
Its No Air No Air

Do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you
its so hard for me to breathe


(Chorus)
Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air (ohhhh)
Can't live can't breathe with no air
thats how i feel whenever you ain't there
Its No Air No Air
[ Jordin S.]
Got me out here and the water so deep
[ Chris B.]
Tell me how you gon be without me
[ Jordin S.]
if you ain't here i just can't breathe
[Both]
Its No Air No Air

No air air (ohh)
No air air (ohh)
No air air (No air)

[Both]
No Air...

Kirin & Nadz Video Performance :)

Saturday, 21 Feb, 4e3 had a class outing.
Me & Chuckie were there to watch a free treat movie
entitled 'Death Note- Change The World' if i'm not mistaken.
Kinda thought it was a scary movie but it turn out the opposite.
It's a japanese movie about 'L' who own a deathnote book
& He had the power to write down ppl's name on the book
which he wantes them to be killed within 23 days..
He was a science genius and work for Mr Watari..
He had to save ppl lives about the virus and
he found the antidote to eliminate the virus.
Not scary but thrilling.
I'm dying to watch jumper!!
But wait till i get another free treat frm 'someone'
hahas.. me and chuck had only drinks during the movie..
I felt like strangling someone there!!
'she' makes my nerve goes up.
but i've learnt to control my anger..,
which is not a good thing. whatever..



On Friday, 20 march, it was CIP day..
4e3 was assigned to the home for the sick aged.
Me and kirin volunteerly put a performance
song sung by kelly clarkson, moment like this.
We sang pretty well except for the mics
which is not working!!big deal!!
In the end, we made it after
went through gruelling rehersal last thurs..
hahas.. :)

The O level 2007 results were officially annouced.
240108, a memorable day for our SENIORS.
who left an unforgettable footprint to our school.
Btw, it was shameful that the tally for distictions has decreased.
From last yr 25 to 19, i guess.
Well, it was astounded upon hearing from Mr Ang K S
That O level results for E MATHS ia badly done!
It's below the national average!!
What happened?
Well the good news is their A MTHS result
is aboved the national average!
An easy paper for a start!
The top student from JYSS is a chinese guy
from 4e3'07. But he only obtaibed 10 pts
while the other pupil who got 6 As
obtain 8 pts! 2 Pts different!
I can't imagine myself being the top!
Lol... DARE TO DREAM



Found this nice song from imeem
It's very sentimental & sincere song!
The ultimate CHRIS BROWN!!

Yeaterday trip was so HYPER fun!!
Me, Chuckie & Zinstar went to terminal 3 Airport
to enjoy the taking off of the aeroplane &
Cargo loading.
Btw, It was Chuckie's idea to bring 'her' along
So that 'she can treat us for a good lunch!
Well, 'she' insisted of treating us Mcdonald
but we turn back his offer! lol.
But 'she' promised to treat us MOVIE anothertime :)
Haha... Actually, i'm so very jealous of 'her'
'She' got all my favourite bands in 'her' ipod!
Tokoio Hotel, The Acedemy, The used, Paramore,
30 Seconds To Mars and more!! OMG!
He almost got all SUM 41 songs!!

We went to viewing gallery and we scorn the MATSALLEH!
Lol. 'she' called them ORANG PUTIH!
So racist! LOL... We talk rubbish all way
in the sky train, Mcdonald, and while walking
aroung the airport.
'She' actually bought for us a chocolate and
we share it together.
But Me and chuckie were too full at that time.
So we only have a quater of the chocolate.
I bought a Ritter Sports chocolate, mini version.
It's so cheap, only cost S$4.80!
hahax...

SORRY!!!
For not updating my blog for days!
I'm trying my best i can to make this holiday the best
BUT i just could'nt.



Just Wanna Wish Ya
HAPPY HARI RAYA AIDILAHA
MERRY CHRISTMAS
& A HAPPY NEW YEAR :DD

4th December 07

AUDIO DAY DREAM is released.
BREAK ANOTHA is the first official single.
by mr B-SHORTY ;)

CLICK here for album preview.
I'm buying his album, man!
Ryan tedder, One Republic lead singer
is the co-producer of the album!

Thank goodness!
My computer is resurrected.
Nah... the internet connection is activited.
Thnks to my mum;
my super HERO :l, think so.
I had a flu last week so i can;t attend the
award ceremony held at supreme court.
SRY paris! i can't make it that day.
I have lost contact with my pals.
They're out for a splendid holiday break
& in a meanwhile, i'm here alone
listening to my bsb, unbreakable cd.
& enjoying simple plan interview at 987fm.
They're really a great bunch of guys
piere kept his hair long!!
& chuck is looking dazling hot!!
David is cute :)
Sebas is undeniably HOT!
Enough of SP!
Let's get to business.
A business of misery.
That is my preparations for o levels
which i have not been revising at home!
Oh come on!
I've not even touch on my MT assignment.
i kinda lazy slumberous these days so
not into the mood of study!!
haiz... yearning for a good life.
:)

i will NOT BLOG for a week.
maybe :(
Cause my INTERNET CONNECTION has disactivated!!
Arrhh...
Outstanding bill & my dad's paying it.
&& i gotta wait till it'll be activated.
& i have to come down to IT
to reserve one computer to play
i hour for $2.00
i can bought french fires with that measly cost.
what the hell!!!!

I was browsing through Devian Art & found
this drawing image of Deryck! An artistic one :)
I saw Joel Madden of Good Charlotte ones too.
& doncha loves my new skin
& my new friendster skin which features Paramore.
A virtue white skin & i had to change my font color too!






She'd stop calling me since the past few days.
I mean Michelle from Ymca.
& i receive a mail letter from her.
& she's inviting us to the award presentation
0n 24 November 07.
I had made my choice NOT to
attend the ceremony cause
it's futile to go there & make a
nuisance of our selves.
The Fall Out Kids,
The post states my name as
Nadzirah Kids!
*%&*^(*&)(*_%-!!!!
i have a dad, dont i?
Then why put 'kids' at the
back of my name, silly?
End of my speech.
i'm mute.

Out of Boredom.

Don't Ask.

I just love PARAMORE!

& their songs; we are broken, crush crushcrush,

miracle, misery business etc.

Haylie williams is a brilliant teens singer.

She's only 17! & still in college.

Hahax.. RIOT! A brilliant album for head bangers.